going out on a saturday night isn’t such a big deal, although it is unusual for domesticated old me. but actually having the guts to (ask to) take the car out? MAJOR deal. but then i figured, i need the practice. and since i was given permission with a minimum of fuss (and only a few reminders) i think my aunt realizes it too.
ended up having a 2-hour dinner with one of my high school friends, and i dropped her off at home before going back to grove. but between her house and my destination are several stretches of lonely roads. short by other people’s standards, probably, but as a newbie driver i wasn’t thrilled. at one point, in my relief at reaching one end of a bumpy stretch and the beginning of a lonely straight one, i got distracted by a vehicle that turned off to a side road. then i realized i was getting off the road and onto the grassy sidewalk.
i know that so many things could have turned out wrong in that scenario. there could have been a passing car at the other side, or worse, one behind me that panicked when i made the drunken swerve back. there could have been a large ditch instead of the gentle grassy incline. the car could have skidded beyond control. i could have hit a tree (explaining that bump will definitely go over well). worse, i could have hit a person (although anyone who would take a stroll on a deserted road at 11pm needs his head checked).
thankfully, all i got was a heart that stopped beating for a second. and i sent up a prayer and an apology for taking too little care of myself and my responsibility.